introspection

I am learning introspection now. I know I have a hot temper, but I hope you could give me more tolerant and don't be afraid. There are too much lies in the world, I just want to show my original for you. Maybe it isn't good way for living in the world. Now, I will learn to express myself in the other way. Never think to hurt anyone feeling and bring happiness for my ambient persons, yet I can't do well. Who can understand or help me?